Inbox for Mom

Hello Ma. How are you?

To quote:

"kenape tak balas inbox kakak? kate nak lawan sape anta msg inbox paling panjang and paling banyak n reply paling laju? harharhar"

Anyway, about whatever you found out last night or previously, I am so sorry to ever made you feel dissapointed in me all these time. I didn't mean to do so, it's probably because I'm too stressed out with the workload at work and uni stuff, I know it's lame and that's no way to treat others especially you that way. I am ever so sorry about that and everything else. I didn't mean to make it sound so bad. It makes me happy and really 'best' when I got a message from you on my facebook inbox or when we have gossips to share about others and etc..

At least that's the only fast way for us to communicate as often with the distance and all..

Ignore about all the ____ that has anything to do with me, I wont die if I lose any of them anyway. It's about you and me now..us! (mcm nak bercouple pulak kite kan ma) harharhar

I really2 can't wait for you to come back (along with my new handbag from Venice, chocolates, Dr Pepper, Oasis etc) and go to Bandung. I've been planning for that trip ever since you said we're going there after u guys come back here...I'm saving up for that! More shopping and handbags! Woohoo!!

The first couple of month living without you was hell. Having to coop with this and that by myself. A total change of a life time. But I had to pull myself together to make things work so that you wont have to worry about me and Mamat all the way over here without you. And yet, we both made it even with all the missing each feeling all the time. I'm learning more with this distance of us, to be more 'berdikari' and etc...I know how to manage my salary/money, to pay for what's more important, what's needed and what's wanted etc....I'm growing up to be more mature but at some point I'm still not improving myself on this growing my mind up about everything.

And for all that, I'm ever so sorry for everything that I've been dissapointing you.

For what it worth, you're always the best for me Mom. I've always wanted to be like and one day, I WILL BE LIKE YOU! no matter how, or what, I WILL!

Thanks for everything ma, love you loads and forever!!!!

xoxox